Fear and Pain

Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,

All praise to Allah, the Supreme Ruler of the world, and salawah upon Prophet Muhammad PBUH.

Today, i went to undergo an operation, not that kind of surgery but with the used of CT Scan Machine. As early as 8 am, i already sat, waiting for my turn to be called by the doctors. After an hour or so, the doctor told me that there was supposed no CT scan operation to be done today, and the patients were told in advance, supposedly. My mom and i confused as we never received any call to postpone the appointment. I was in despair and discouraged, as I took 16 tablets of Prednisolone prior to the operation, due to the instructions of the doctor. After a few discussions, the operation was proceed. Alhamdulillah.

I was called to a corner when suddenly, without my acknowledgement, the doctor prepared a needle and syringe. To be honest, i am really weak with those tool in function with penetrating your precious skin with 'slight' pain. In my heart, i monologue, "Oh no, doctor, i'm not signed up for this. T_T". I tried to endure the pain although the feeling never went out and i felt numb and nausea. Yeah, i have a bit of trypanophobia. You can google it.

this is exactly how i reacted when i knew the injection is a part of the procedure. T_T

As i laid down upon the machine, the doctor said, "ok, i will pump in fluid, it's a little bit sting and pain, please endure it." I closed my eye, and then the feeling came. It felt like my hand was burning, from inside and about to burst. I tried to shut my mouth out, and again i monologue, "I'm not signed up for this." Funny isn't it. Afterwards, i never ceased to recite the surah i remember, and force me to divert out my attention from the searing pain. As the operation was done, i saw my clothe soaked in blood, I felt numb and about to puke, as i was prohibited to take any single meal after my last dinner, which was about 12 hours ago before the appointment.

oh no, not again...

To be straight up frank, although its been about 11 hours or so, the pain in my left arm never ceased to stop. I hardly move the hand due to the bad sensational and force to do light works only. Like typing. I know, this pain is from Allah, and He knows that i can't withstand it so that He front out the feeling to make me closer to Him. Like the song, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. 

Today, i noticed that, while in fear we tend to shift for help, begging for strength to become strong, and to reduce the hardness that we are facing. Most people turn to their God and ask for something they usually hoping, in time of desperate. As a muslim, I am lucky to know that Allah always with me and give me pain, fear and test to make me a better muslim and mukmin. Sometimes, Allah gave us catastrophe, to make us realize that He is there for us, and love to hear His humble servant, beg for forgiveness, unlimited strength and plead with undivided compliment. He is very sweet because He never did set anything beyond our power and there are always blessing in disguise which us human being tend to forget and never noticed. All we do are nagging and blame the destiny.

"Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil), but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere. Who say, when afflicted with calamity: "To Allah we belong, and to Him is our return." They are those on whom (descend) blessings from Allah, and Mercy, and they are the ones that receive guidance." (al-Baqarah: 155-157)

alhamdulillah, the pain and fear is always the sign of love from Allah, so that we never be so contented in life and never forget Him. :)

and this is what i've been waiting for, and alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah for granted me my doa. :)

Illaliqa'. Waalaikumussalam.

Le Books

Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Allah, the Supreme Ruler of the World, and salawat upon Prophet Muhammad PBUH.

Every time I finished a good book, I felt like most part of me lost, evaporated, and there was me sitting, filled with undivided emptiness.

It's been a while since I last opened an academic book, the holiday got me occupied with lots of activities. Alhamdulillah, I managed to complete a few books although some of them quite boring and need a little more twist to bend my interest-hunger. Haha. Lets recap what have I read so far for 2012.

1. Sherlock Holmes Part 1 by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

2. Imam Hanbali by Abdul Latip Talib

3. Saad Abu Waqas by Abdul Latip Talib

4. Biografi Muhammad Bin Abdullah

5. Mustafa Kamal Attartuk by Abdul Latip Talib

6. Agenda Yahudi Menakluk Dunia by Sabaruddin Hussein

7. Breaking Dawn by Stephanie Meyer

8. Contengan Jalanan by Hlovate

All of these are awesome books which you can read to fill in your long bored holiday. It was better to have books in company if there was no one to keep you occupied. Hahaha. 

now, I'm bored with le internet. Hahaha

waiting for the finale of Breaking Dawn. hihihi.

currently, i'm reading this:

insya-Allah will be departing soon.. pray for my safety... :)

Well, of course, I read al-Quran everyday, because it is my special book and will always be my guidance to become a better muslim, not to forget a great mukmin. And also it is the love letter given by Allah for us to take baraqah and to gain knowledge from it. Isn't it great? True indeed. Insya-Allah. :)

Daripada Abu Umamah al-Bahili r.a., katanya dia mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda, "Bacalah al-Quran kerana dia akan datang memberikan syafaat kepada pembacanya pada hari kiamat nanti. Bacalah Zahrawain, iaitu surah al-Baqarah dan Ali-Imran, kerana kedua-duanya akan datang pada hari kiamat nanti seperti dua kumpulan awan menaungi pembacanya atau seperti dua kelompok burung yang sedang terbang dalam matlamat hendak membela pembacanya. Bacalah al-Baqarah kerana dengan membacanya beroleh berkat manakala dengan tidak membacanya beroleh penyesalan dan pembacanya tidak dapat dikuasai (dikalahkan oleh tukang-tukang sihir)." (HR Muslim)

lets us finish the Kalamullah in the in-coming Ramadhan al-Mubarak. Insya-Allah. :)

Ilaliqa'. Waalaikumussalam. :)
p/s: i think i need a tumblr.. lol.. ;p

Travelog: Sawat-dee-kap

Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Allah, the Supreme Ruler of this beautiful world, and salawat for His Prophet (PBUH).

Well, this is rather reckless journey, because somehow this trip wasn't really planned at all. It was just my mom suddenly got an outstation meeting with the United Nation at Bangkok, and I asked her whether am I allowed to tag along. I promised to be good, I'll never interfere with her conference and all (like a puppy begging for a food) and then she said yes. Alhamdulillah. Free from the house at last.

oh yess, thank you mom.. :)

First thing I saw upon arriving in Bangkok was the mass crowd of the people, much similar to KL. There were a lot of people over there, regardless of their ages, faith and races. Then, the taxi. I noticed that on a weekdays, there were more taxi and tuk-tuk (guess you have to google it, quite an interesting kind of mobility means in Bangkok) than private vehicle. The taxis were the best, all of them were Toyota Corolla although the driver said that there were some of Proton taxis at the outskirt of Thailand. So, if you are driving a Corolla in Malaysia, it means you are a taxi driver. Sad story. Hehehe.

Then, it's about the means of communications. If I went to Sydney and the local people are having trouble understanding me, contradict to Bangkok, we are having trouble to understand them. Honestly, most people local people didn't speak english very good as well as master the language, and it was hard to make a single conversation with them, the taxi driver in particular. There were a few who understood english but with the twist pronunciation of 'R' with 'L'. Everyday, room service came to my room and said "Do you have launly?" Launly = laundry. At first, it was quite hard to understand it, but as time flew, some of the words seem to trigger the sentences in my mind. They even called 'Hard Rock Cafe' with 'Had Lok Kefe', sounds funny right? Haha.

It was a challenge to find a halal restaurant in this city where majority of them are buddha believer. Alhamdulillah, there were a few small restaurant that served halal food, and good dishes. I'm starving everyday. Haha. Although there were apparels everywhere selling with good prices, but most of them never caught my temptation. My mom did. She bought a lot, yeah, her money of course she can spent the way she wanted to. Thai silk is a trademark of the people and i'm not really that fond of fabric, but somehow it was a relieved to see my mom, having her time to shop. I still remember she said that it was a long time since she bought anything for herself, yeah, she spent a lot for us in past and now I let her enjoy her fortune of shopping. Haha.

It was a great experience to have when you are abroad, learning new things, meeting various kind of people, going to a lot of places and many more. Alhamdulillah thanks to Allah for giving me this kind of opportunity for me to travel to see Your beautiful creations from different angle of perceptions. I'm sorry this post is lack of picture, as I left my camera home, and the picture taken mostly come from my mom phone. I'll upload it to my fb account later. Chillax.

maybe after this it's a visit to the moon perhaps? :)

From this journey, I've learnt that not all of us are very fortunate to begin with, some strive from the bottom to the top and some start their journey with the fortune inherited from their kin. I've met lotto sellers, monks, and various types of people. And I saw wide range of people gratitude for what they have instead of people who never satisfied searching for wealthiness and property.

"The most rich people is the one who be grateful."

sorry mom, if i've ever interrupted your working schedule. :D

p/s: Hey, aweks2 from Bangkok are not so bad. Hehe. It's hard to shift your head down. Masya-Allah. Bangkok is a good place to go. If you have the opportunity to go, don't waste it. :)

Illaliqa'. Wassalam.

Cool Di Dunia ataupun Macho Di Langit?

Assalamualaikum, dengan nama Allah, yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang,

Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan Sekalian Alam, dan junjungan buat Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Cool dan Macho

Selalu tak tengok movie james bond? 

Tertarik dgn lakonan 007 yang cool dan macho ketika di akhir mission, memegang pistol/senapang/ak-47/sewaktu dengannya, 

ditambah lagi dengan pom pang pom pang letupan yang sangat2 lah memukau mata? 

dengan hero die lak tak mati2 langsung, menipu osem sungguh!

Well, to be honest, I am a fan of james bond, sometimes there're urge and desire to become soooooo coooooll,

like agent 007 who can travel all around the world and chase out dangerous international criminals with lots of gadgets 

that even engineering technology should pull out white flag due to incompetence for their supreme advancement. and also the hot chicks bond got to get a hold of. viper hot bebeh, yeah! :P

Tak lupa pula, ada ramai kawan2 saya yg meminati kpop. 

kekadang tu, dorg jerit 'kyaaaaaa' kalo2 ade concert kpop kat Malaysia. 

Ye saya sokong, artis2 lelaki korea banyak kiut2 dan hasem2 belaka. 

Eh, saya tidak gay eh, saya straight. nauzubillahi min zalik, stay away from LGBT.

Terasa cool la bila tonton drama korea, tgk awek2 hot dan jejaka2 macho, fall in love. 

Eheh, kekadang je saya tengok ok, lagipun tengah cuti sem ni. :P

Even matlutfi pon korg kate serupa dengan artis korea. haih. *termenung sejenak*

Masa Sekolah Dulu

Dulu kat sekolah, bila naik form 5, terasa da senior da, live up to others expectations la bak kate mat saleh,

yelah, duduk kelas depan2, pastu cikgu2 selalu dok mentioned dalam kelas, dalam perhimpunan, wah terasa hot lah plak. 

Bukan tu je, siap ade adik2 usha2 lagi, "abang ni mesti cool kan, dah la semart, blaja pon letop2".

*ok, sila pergi tandas dan cuba dapatkan painkiller di farmasi2 berdekatan*

tapi bila naik pengajian tinggi, di mana pelajar2 spt saya dikelompokkan, rasa spt cahaya yg dahulu bergemerlapan, kini malap sedikit, ok tipu, cahaya tu hilang terus.

rasa dah tak cool dah macam kat sekolah dulu, nyesal gak blaja pandai2 minx scholar. eheh. demmmm... haha.

 tersedak eden dengan statement2 di atas...

Bagaimana nak jadi cool di dunia?

Berimpian nak tingkatkan tahap kecoolan anda sehingga mencapai tahap petala langit ketujuh? Jangan malu jangan segan, disini jawapannya:

1. Ubah gaya berjalan anda yg spt ketam dan berjalanlah seperti robert pattinson, daniel radcliffe dan syed harith. Cough2.

2. Sila ubah penampilan anda especially gaya bercakap, nak2 cuba cakap spt mat london skit. Kalo nk belajar, sila rujuk abang2 bangla diluar sana, yang setiap minggu datang rumah korg dua kali, dengan trak besar, kutip sampah kat rumah korg tuh. kepuasan pelanggan tidak dijamin. ok?

3. Kalau korg ade muka yg agak2 iras spt aaron aziz, fahrin ahmad, nasha aziz, atau siti saleha sila berbangga kerana dah boleh apply jd pelakon/artis/atlet/model. dah tak payah belaja susah2 nak jadi engineer, doktor nak jd kaya, feymes pun insya-Allah ade. jangan buat maksiat sudah la.
4. yg lain lu pikiaq la sendiri...

Manusia memang tak pernah puas.

Have you ever compete yourself with others, where you believe should came up on top of the list, either in academic or popularity.

Sometimes your friends asked questions about fluid mechs, thermodynamics, mathematics,

and the awesome moment when you can answer every single question with confidence and without errors,

You felt satisfied, and proud, and deep inside, you feel conceited,

and sometimes they didn't ask you, the awkward moment you feel isolated and alienated, thinking, "they should ask me, I know better."

If you have these characteristics, you seriously have a problem man.

Pernah tak terasa kadang2 hati kita kosong, resah tanpa bimbingan? 

Kadang2 rase jauh daripada rahmat Allah? 

Kadang2 pun terasa rintihan hati ini seperti sepi, doa kepada Ilahi tidak berjawab?

Kadang2 kita terasa hebat, tapi pada masa yang sama seperti tidak dilayan oleh mana2 kaum dan spesis di dunia ini, mahupun di langit, dan juga Sang Pencipta,

That means something is wrong with you man, its inside, in your heart.

ok, sila tengok video ni. given by my precious friend. jzkk for your effort in sharing. although its a little long, please bear with it as the message arouse from it is priceless. :)

Bagaimana nak jadi macho di langit?

Sebenarnye tak perlulah ade perasaan bajet bagus, superior dan pandang rendah terhadap org lain dalam diri kita ini. Allah ciptakan kita semua satu darjat. Dan yang paling baik antara kita adalah mereka yang bertakwa. Osem kan? Kalo Allah pilih orang2 kacak je yg boleh masuk syurga, memang alamatnye lingkuplah orang2 macam saya. Kalo Allah pilih orang2 kaya je yg boleh masuk syurga, memang kasihanlah orang2 kat africa tu. Sebab tu Allah Maha Adil, sweet kan Allah? hehee.. :)

Kita yg lebih mengetahui diri kita, sama ada diri kita ini benar2 ikhlas di jalan Allah atau tidak. sebagai contoh, jika menolong org, dengan niat ingin membantu kerana Allah, kita tidak akan terasa terbeban pun. dan mungkin apabila apa yg kita usahakan itu tidak membuahkan hasil, kita tidak akan merasa bersalah/kecil hati/seumpanya kerana kita tahu, kita sudah berusaha, dan yg hanya akan memberikan hasilnya, adalah tidak lain dan tidak bukan hanyalah Allah.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda, “Tidak akan masuk syurga orang yang di dalam hatinya ada sebesar biji sawi dari sombong”. (HR. Thabarani dengan sanad Hasan, dalam Targhib wat Tarhib)

Segalanya bermula dari hati, andai penyakit hati ini dibiarkan, makin lama makin banyak tompok2 hitam yang bertambah, dan lama2 hati kita jadi gelap, bukan sahaja maksiat mudah dilakukan, even ibadah kita juga ade flaw sane sini. bersihkan hati, bersihkan jiwa. yok2 kita letak matlamat, sorga Allah itu menjadi destinasi.

"Ketahuilah, sesungguhnya di dalam tubuh badan ada segumpal daging, apabila ia baik, maka baiklah seluruh badannya, dan sekiranya buruk, maka buruklah keseluruhannya. ketahuilah ia adalah hati"  (Hadith Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

Mari kita tanam dalam diri kita, biarlah tidak dipandang orang, asalkan dipandang Allah yang Maha Esa, sebab kalo Allah pun tak pandang, nescaya seluruh makhluk tidak akan memandang kita. yedok? buah fikiran saya je. apa yang penting, mari baiki hubungan kita dengan Allah, kemudian baru dengan manusia. Hablu minallah wa hablu minannas.. :)

Daripada menjadi cool di dunia, lebih baik kita jadi macho di langit, sampaikan para malaikat boleh 'jatuh pengsan' apabila terdengar nama kita. hehehe. eceh, bolehkah kita? Insya-Allah. nothing's impossible. :)

so, which one are you? cool di dunia ataupun macho di langit? atau kedua2nya sekali? tepuk dada, tanya iman. pilihan di tangan anda... :)

"Nak jadi bidadari di syurga, kamu kena jadi invisible di dunia" ustaz zaharuddin. quoted.

true indeed.

even, there's time we need to cover back after we had done the mistakes...

yosh! before its too late...

 p/s: post ni da berkurun dalam draft, sekarang main post je tak baca balik, sebab tu banyak sangat simpang siurnye, mesej nye tak banyak sangat, eheh...

The One Who Speaks To The Others Is Speaking To Oneself. Ouch!

 Illaliqa'. Wassalam.

Dedikasi Perkenalan 2 Tahun Bersamamu TDPUK5th

Assalamualaikum, dengan nama Allah, yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang,
Segala Puji bagi Allah, Tuhan Sekalian Alam, junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.


Aku masih ingat lagi, kereta aku naiki, meluncur laju, melepasi pondok guard, melepasi pintu gerbang "Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang"
Ianya seakan2 berlaku semalam, ketika aku pertama kali tiba di Kedah, tempat yang kurang maju, jika mahu dibandingkan dengan tempat aku,
Jantungku berdegup kencang, saat pertama kali menjejakkan kaki ke dewan besar itu, memakai baju kemeja putih, seluar hitam, membawa fail2 dan borang2 surat tawaran,
Tekad mendaftar setelah puas membuat keputusan, setelah kecewa dengan tawaran dalam negeri, haus dengan harapan2 yang tidak dikotakan,
Diri ini sanggup mengambil risiko di negeri orang, meninggalkan kampung halaman demi dahagakan ilmu,
kerana aku tahu, setiap kejayaan itu mesti ada pengorbanan, dan menuntut ilmu itu juga satu bentuk jihad. :)

Aku melihat bakal rakan2ku, ada yang menangis, ada yang gembira, penuh dengan berbagai2 mimik masing2,
Aku genggam erat tangan ibu bapaku, ku kucup pipi mereka, terdengar kalimah2 mereka " belajar rajin2 tau",
Kereta mereka pergi, air mataku bagai meminta izin ingin keluar, aku cepat2 kesat, takot2 ade member yang nampak,
Yelah, 6 bulan puas di kota sendiri, kini di rantau orang, sape tak berat hati kan? tapi aku gagahkan jua,
Aku mula berkenalan, dengan orang2 hebat, dari merata tempat, ada dari pantai timur, ada dari selatan, ada dari sbp, mrsm, smka dan smk,
Dalam diam, aku tanamkan azam, aku ingin berjaya, aku ingin bangkit, aku pemegang amanah, amanah ibu bapa mesti aku tunaikan,
kerana aku tahu, amanah itu lebih berat daripada alam ini dan seluruh isinya.

Aku masih ingat, kami selalu bersama2, lepak sama2 main game sama, sebab bilangan kami kecil, kalau nak dibandingkan dengan seluruh penduduk konerang tu,
oh ye, kami pernah masuk sukan antara program, buat team futsal, rugby, volleyball, semuanya hebat2 belaka, macam pemain international dah,
kami dapatkan mata demi mata, kami sematkan dalam diri, kerjasama itu penting, bukan hanya kemenangan, kami strive together towards victory,
walaupon kalah, penat bermandi peluh, tapi kami tetap happy, kami tetap cool,
sebab kami tahu, ikatan kami bertambah erat, ukhuwah antara rakan2 yang kami bina bagaikan kubu tidak ditembus,
kerana kami tahu, "seorang mukmin terhadap mukmin (lain), bagaikan satu bangunan, saling menguatkan antara satu sama lain" (Bukhari dan Muslim)

Masih segar lagi di ingatanku, kami berjalan bersama2 ke masjid, rutin wajib solat jumaat,
pakai baju melayu, bersamping, takot kena marah dengan cikgu hanafi, 
takot kena hambat balik asrama tukar baju,
sebelum sampai kami singgah cendol dulu, sedapnye yang amat,
kadang2 pergi ke pekan, nak cari oblong, nak cari pisang goreng, wah, terliur la pulak, haha,
teringat juga pasal science fair kita, masing2 bertungkus-lumus perah idea,
dengan kreativiti masing2, setiap group produce booth cantik gile kot,
dahla depan2 pintu masuk dewan, tutup habis booth student lain,
bila menang, dapat hamper makanan, kami kongsi, melantak sama2,
sebab itulah, apa yang Allah firmankan "Nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah kamu dustakan?" (ar-Rahman)

Aku tak lupa, time kelas dulu, banyak insiden menarik,
terutamanya kelas komputer, memang terbaeklah,
dah nama kelas komputer, belajar programming lah, tahap gradient ketiduran persaat tu memang outstandingly increase macam gunung everest,
tapi ade beberapa ketika, ayat2 nasihat seperti "marry among yourself", "fakoff" terpancul keluar,
buat kami segar bugar, terjaga dari lena yang asyik, mata memandang tepat ke arah guru kami,
"biar betul madam ni?" kami fikir, memang dahsyatlah kelas haritu, belajar nilai2 kemanusiaan,
tapi kami tak kisah, kami respect guru kami, sebab kami tahu guru itu ibarat lilin, yang membakar diri demi menerangi jalan orang lain.

Masih ingat tak kita, selalu main game sama2, PES 2010 mesti wajib ade dalam laptop masing2, pastu beli controller dua tiga pasang, nak buktikan sape hebat, sape noob,
ade orang tu siap nak buat tournament lagi, sampai sekarang takde habuk ape, sembang je lebih noh,
ade juga yang sanggup pergi blok akademik, kol 2-3 pagi, pandai avoid pak guard,
sebab nak tengok live streaming bola punya pasal, tengok nyorok2, tapi sengalnya, bila gol jerit tak ingat dunia,
selalunya kami suka gurau2, kutuk sesama sendiri, buli2 manja,
kadang2 ade yang makan dalam, bila orang serius, dia main2, macam nak makan pelempang je kan?
tapi kami saling memaafi, sebab Rasulullah kan suka pada orang yang memaafkan bila mempunyai kekuatan,
teringat lagi aku, bila abis sem, semua peluk2 dan salam2 sebab dah nak balik dah, ade yang nangis2 tu, macam la orang lain tak nampak, tapi takpe, sebab aku pun sebak gak time tu, hehe,
sebab aku tahu, kami semua sayang rakan2 kami, sebab kami ingat,
Rasulullah berpesan "tidak sempurna iman seseorang itu, selagi dia tidak mengasihi saudaranya sebagaimana ia mengasihi dirinya sendiri." (Bukhari dan Muslim)

Yang paling masyuk, time graduation, semua orang happy bajet dah graduate dah, padahal final exam belum lagi, happy dulu baru torture,
buat kat hotel holiday villa, makanan sangat sedap, alhamdulillah, berbaloi2,
semua rakan2 pakai macam nak kahwin, padahal belanja makan pun parents dan mara tanggung lagi,
tapi seriously, semua hensem2 cantik2, agak2 boleh masuk calon isteri tak? haha,
ramai kameraman kat situ, aku tak nak tangkap gambar, sebab aku nak jaga ikhtilat laki perempuan, takut2 jadi lebih2, nanti mengundang kemurkaan Allah,
aku ni bukan alim sangat, tapi batas2 agama itu perlu, aku cuma harap rakan2 aku faham,
biarlah pada pandangan mereka, aku tak hensem, tak suka tangkap gambar, lagipun takde sapa nak tangkap gambar dengan aku kan? :)
kerana aku tahu, biar aku macho di langit Ilahi, biar malaikat terkejar2 mendengar namaku drpd setakat hensem di bumi ini,
dan aku tahu, mujahadah itu pahit, syurga itu manis. :D

Tersemat dalam ingatanku, ketika daftar di kampus masing2, BMI, IPROM, MICET,
tiga tempat berlainan, dek kerana sistem unikl dan mara,
Bagai benua lain planet, kami berpisah demi mengejar masa hadapan,
walaupun ada yang tak dapat apa yang diminta, kami redha, kami pasrah, dengan ketentuan Ilahi,
Kami gagahkan juga, asah semangat juang, demi kejayaan, demi harapan ibu bapa, agama dan negara,
kerana kami yakin dengan kalimah2 cinta Sang Pencipta dalam al-Quran,
"Allah tidak membebankan seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya" (2:286)
dan kami tahu, perancangan Allah itu lebih teratur, kerana Dialah yang Maha Perancang.

Walaupon tempat dan masa memisahkan kami, kami tetap cari peluang untuk bersama,
Jauh dari melaka datang ke kuala lumpur, dari gombak ke ampang,
Selalu datang Iprom, macam transit tengah2 bandar, untungla kan? tapi Iprom bukannya ade ape pun sangat, seketul bangunan je pun haa, haha
Kalau dulu ada antara kami yang selalu tengok KLCC drpd gambar je, sekarang tempat tu da macam rumah kedua dah, asyik2 singgah je, padahal tak beli apa pun, sebab duit tak ada,
Kadang2 ada member yang sanggup belanja, apa mimpi kali ni, apa hantu dah rasuk die entah,
Tapi alhamdulillah, rezeki jangan ditolak kan? terima kasih ye yang belanja burger king tu... :)

Selalunya kawan2 aku ni pergi main futsal, nak menang liga katanya, tiap2 weekend turun TTDI nak main futsal,
Dorang selalu menang, kalah jarang sekali, hebat betul, ke team lain noob gile? hahaks,
Aku kagum sangat2 dengan kehebatan kawan2 aku ni, masing2 ade kelebihan tersendiri,
walaupon kadang2 dorang tak ajak aku g melepak, malam2 aku makan sorang2, aku study sorang2, tengok movie sorang2,
Tapi aku tak kesah, berlapang dada itu salah satu adab bersaudara, aku terima mereka seadanya,
Serious aku bangga ada kawan2 macam anda2 semua ni, bukan senang nak dapat tau,
few in million, nnti kita masuk syurga sama2 eh, friends forever until jannah, marilah jadi orang yang mengasihi antara satu sama lain kerana Allah...

Appreciation Nite 2012 melakar sejarah titik pengakhiran kami,
secara official kami tamat program Transfer Degree Program di kampus masing2,
Pelbagai perasaan bercampur baur, gembira, sedih, puas, sebak,
Kami gather untuk julung2 kalinya,
ada yang buat persembahan, ada yang makan, makanan banyak sangat2, sampai tak habis,
Malam itu, aku melihat kepuasan dalam diri masing2, keteguhan persahabatan kami selama dua tahun ini,
Penuh suka dan duka, pahit manis, baik dan buruk, kami terima kekuatan dan kelemahan masing2,
Seperti adik-beradik, 21 orang ini aku doakan agar sentiasa gembira dan berjaya dalam bidang yang diceburi,
moga diberi kekuatan otromen supaya dapat membolosi tembok2 penghalang raksasa gorgon,
kerana aku yakin 21 orang bertuah ini, akan membuka sayap masing2,
terbang megah di bumi Allah, mendaulatkan Islam tercinta.

uk's girls

uk's boys

O my humble friends, thank you for your guidance in these 2 years, our sweet bitter memories will always be embedded in my small heart. thanks for everything. May Allah bless each of your soul... :)

jom kasih mengasihi... heheee... :)

Illaliqa'. Wassalam.
p/s: aku takleh sambung lagi, rasa nak nangis je. ;)