Obstacles Make Me Strong

Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Allah, the Supreme Ruler of the worlds, selawat upon Prophet Muhammad (PBUH),

There are times when we fall, and there are times when we glory. Light and darkness exchanging each other, with randomize behaviour and its unique peculiar path. This tragic yet exciting journey might be blessing in disguise as a reminder from Allah, as indeed He is the All-Knowing, which path suits His servants best.

There is one time, when I was trying to start up the 'ferrancil' car few weeks back, came up a man, claiming I scratched his car, parked next to mine. As I was trying to defend myself, I pray to Allah, save me from things I didn't do. After few arguments, alhamdulillah, I was proven innocent. Unfortunately, the man who accused me, just hopped into his car and went away without any words. I expect a little sorry kan? Frustrated, I hopped into the ferrancil, and start to drive. Yeah, if we were accused by what we didn't do for sure they owe us an apology right? Dah malu sangat agaknye kan, nak minta maaf pun susah sangat? Haha, I don't care about that, it's ok if people treat us like that, as long as we don't treat others like them. Although, there's deep inside me, an unpleasant feeling, but let's follow what Rasulullah did, let's forgive them. :)

sometimes if I felt angry. however I remembered what Rasulullah taught us, that the strongest person is the person who can control their anger..

Muadz bin Anas melaporkan dari Rasulullah (selawat dan salam buat beliau), “Barangsiapa dapat menahan amarah sementa ia mampu melepaskannya, maka pada hari kiamat kelak Allah akan memanggilnya di antara para makhluk dan dipersilakan untuk memilih bidadari yang mana disukai”

Another scene came as I am preparing myself for a paper, the last paper of my exams, a few days ago. While searching my stationary in my bag, came up my good friend, and handed me an envelope, addressed for me. I just awarded as the best presenter in overall for professional communication class. I was shocked to receive the news, as I am quite sure, I presented very very badly. I was commented, like what, 40 minutes due to my incompetency of the contents in my work. My other friends presented very amazing and yet, I won the title. Honestly, I expected the worst as I prepared the slide last minute, although I had arranged the assignments for months. Maybe nobody knew what I have been through, a few weeks of hell, but I am certain for one thing, Allah is watching me. He always with me. *tears drop from my cheek* ;)

alhamdulillah. :)

well, sometimes we have to taste the bitter food to absorb the sweetness out of it. Insya-Allah. "After every difficulty there is relief. Certainly, after every difficulty there comes relief." (94:6-7) It's up to us to see it whether as a wall blocking your path to victory or as a blessing in disguise.

Illaliqa'. Wassalam...

Final Last Call

Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Him, the Splendid Ruler of the world, and salawat to Prophet Muhammad (PBUH).

Here I am to confess to the bottom of my heart if I have ever hurt anyone either directly or indirectly, and those who are reading this post, I'm sorry. Tomorrow I will start answering my first final examination paper, and this will continues until next wednesday. Do pray for me guys.

 habis kering dakwat eden, nak highlight semua yg penting... :P

I may sound like over reacted, it's just an exam bro, no big deal lah. However, this exam is my ticket to further my second year. Where? Insya-Allah I will update later, I don't want to spoil this harmoniously humbleness, because we can plan, but Allah is the Master of Planner. If I were planned to stay, I will accept it whole-heartedly ya Allah. :)

 

"Honestly ya Allah, I've done everything in my power to prepare for this exam. Obviously I am not perfect and not a very good servant but all I did was to become a better person than yesterday. Please do accept my prayer ya Allah. I believe in Your revelation, and I never worshiped any other than You, and I believe in Your Prophet, so please be with me for this exams ya Allah, for I want to succeed that badly. I know I have stained my iman ya Allah, but please don't put myself in fear, make me calm, cleanse my heart away from those negative influences so I can answer this final with triumph and success, so that I can bring forward Islam to glory, like how Abu Ubaidah, who widen the Islamic territory, introducing the beautiful of Islam. Make me strong like him ya Allah. And I know you won't burden me. Masya-Allah. ;)"

"And ya Allah, I know this study is a way of jihad for the sake of ummah, make me one who excels in this path. I want to make a mark in this world of yours, and of course, I really want to be with you in the hereafter. Subhanallah. :)"

pray for me guys...

 It's been quite a while since my last post. Yeah, indeed this unforgivable act is untolerable, surely due to my pack, unfinished business, full with assignment, paperwork, journal and other sort of academic materials. There was a week, where I didn't find a proper time to sit and relax, just 3,4 hours of night rest because of this bountiful works.

Somehow I do miss Majestic Legacy that much, it's just that I won't meet them twice, irreplaceable. This feeling, remind me of the pass, and made me post those best moment of my high school in the Majestic Legacy's blog. Makes me want to cry. I miss them a lot. ;)

 true... :)

 efforts is the stairs to success... :)

"O Allah, I leave my affairs today and the day after, in Your absolute decision, I listen, I obey, for You are my best companion. :')"

Every success must be accompanied by thankfulness to Allah. Wassalam. Illaliqa'