Seistimewa Khadijah, Sesempurna Muhammad S.A.W.

Assalamualaikum, dengan nama Allah, yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang,

Segala puji bg Allah, Tuhan Sekalian Makhluk, dan junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

tiba2 teringat satu quote lama, time karnival usrah di sekolah dulu,

TIDAK PERLU SETAMPAN YUSUF, JIKA DIRI TIDAK SETULUS ZULAIKHA,

TIDAK PERLU MENJADI SEPERTI IBRAHIM, JIKA DIRI TIDAK SEKUAT HAJAR DAN SARAH,

TIDAK PERLU DIDAMBA TEMAN SEISTIMEWA KHADIJAH, JIKA DIRI TIDAK SESEMPURNA MUHAMMAD.

awesome quote kan? wow!

akhir2 ni jiwa kacau sikit. maaflah ye. serabut. haih. (-.-")

errr, i think so. kowt. T_T

"ya Allah, aku memohon kekuatan untuk mengharungi dugaan hidup, pahit getir dalam menjadi seorang manusia berguna, dan perlindungan daripada syaitan yang direjam dan nafsu yang memberontak. Sesungguhnya aku hidup tidak lain hanya mengharapkan keredhaan-Mu. Sesungguhnya aku manusia yang lemah."

hati tak tenang. rasa nak menjerit je sekarang ni. arghhhh!

maaf ye rakan2, atas kekhilafan diri ini. Allahu rabbi.

Wallahua'lam. Illaliqa. Wassalam.

Final Last Call

Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Him, the Splendid Ruler of the world, and salawat to Prophet Muhammad (PBUH).

Here I am to confess to the bottom of my heart if I have ever hurt anyone either directly or indirectly, and those who are reading this post, I'm sorry. Tomorrow I will start answering my first final examination paper, and this will continues until next wednesday. Do pray for me guys.

 habis kering dakwat eden, nak highlight semua yg penting... :P

I may sound like over reacted, it's just an exam bro, no big deal lah. However, this exam is my ticket to further my second year. Where? Insya-Allah I will update later, I don't want to spoil this harmoniously humbleness, because we can plan, but Allah is the Master of Planner. If I were planned to stay, I will accept it whole-heartedly ya Allah. :)

 

"Honestly ya Allah, I've done everything in my power to prepare for this exam. Obviously I am not perfect and not a very good servant but all I did was to become a better person than yesterday. Please do accept my prayer ya Allah. I believe in Your revelation, and I never worshiped any other than You, and I believe in Your Prophet, so please be with me for this exams ya Allah, for I want to succeed that badly. I know I have stained my iman ya Allah, but please don't put myself in fear, make me calm, cleanse my heart away from those negative influences so I can answer this final with triumph and success, so that I can bring forward Islam to glory, like how Abu Ubaidah, who widen the Islamic territory, introducing the beautiful of Islam. Make me strong like him ya Allah. And I know you won't burden me. Masya-Allah. ;)"

"And ya Allah, I know this study is a way of jihad for the sake of ummah, make me one who excels in this path. I want to make a mark in this world of yours, and of course, I really want to be with you in the hereafter. Subhanallah. :)"

pray for me guys...

 It's been quite a while since my last post. Yeah, indeed this unforgivable act is untolerable, surely due to my pack, unfinished business, full with assignment, paperwork, journal and other sort of academic materials. There was a week, where I didn't find a proper time to sit and relax, just 3,4 hours of night rest because of this bountiful works.

Somehow I do miss Majestic Legacy that much, it's just that I won't meet them twice, irreplaceable. This feeling, remind me of the pass, and made me post those best moment of my high school in the Majestic Legacy's blog. Makes me want to cry. I miss them a lot. ;)

 true... :)

 efforts is the stairs to success... :)

"O Allah, I leave my affairs today and the day after, in Your absolute decision, I listen, I obey, for You are my best companion. :')"

Every success must be accompanied by thankfulness to Allah. Wassalam. Illaliqa'

Hurt and Torment

 Assalamualaikum,

Maybe today I've done wrong. I hurt them, my friends. My selfishness, irresponsible, lack of seriousness, may plunge me to doom. I've been wondering, whether my increasing sense of egoistic or decreasing composure of human sensitivity is the paramount factor that accumulate the problem, to its bursting peak. I'm afraid if the answer might be both. And i'm quite sure, my feeling or mentality will collapse, for few days, maybe weeks, and perhaps years. What can i throw is my fake smile during the whole period. Hope no one knows. Besides Him. Astaghfirullah.

Despair and Sorrow

Sometimes, I expect perfection, endurance, and open minded. Definition should be vary to those who see the whole world from different perspective. I've learned, that nobody can see what my retina is imaging, and what my brain is interpreting. Only Him himself do access what this humble heart is sheltering. Please do punish me ya Allah, for I have hurt your beloved slaves, even for a slightest scratch, and do change me for a better person. Although I'm not ready, but surely I need to be prepared as your judgement is severe indeed. I came to learn that to become a good believer, i need to love my brothers and sisters. Masya-Allah.

On the authority of Abu Hamzah Anas bin Maalik (radiAllaahu anhu) - the servant of the Messenger of Allaah (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) - that the Prophet (sallAllaahu alayhi wa sallam) said :

None of you [truly] believes until he loves for his brother that which he loves for himself.

It was related by al-Bukhaaree and Muslim

Apologies

Sorry is not a perfect cure, but grant forgiveness may purify the whole sins between the doers and the victims. Therefore my actions shall reflect what people react to me though. Careful shall I be when dealing with people in future. This advice is for not only for readers, but also important for me. Take note. Last but not least, please don't let this incident be a labyrinth to our friendship.

 From Jubair bin Mut'im that the Prophet sallallaahu 'alaihi wa sallam said,
It will not enter Paradise who decide fraternal relations (Agreed alaih)

 

I bow my head down to earth to seek His forgiveness.

Growing old is inevitable, but growing up is optional.

I have decided to move on and grow more mature than I currently am. Sorry.

Plastic...Pathetic...

Illaliqa'... Wassalam...