Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Him, the Ruler of the world, and Salawah upon His Messenger, Prophet Muhammad PBUH.
After 3 years abroad, I finally get to see the end of my study. Hardship, sweat, knowledge, battling with software, reference-hunting, library visiting, lack of sleep, chasing the lecturers, comprehending something new, ran away from someone disturbing and annoying, cursing and crying, shouting and many more. These years had given me a lot of bitter sweet experience which I trade nothing for it. It just priceless.
Alhamdulillah for giving me the chance.
Within this time frame as well I learnt a lot of things. Be kind to everyone, trust a few, appreciate moments and those willing to spend time with you, friendship, laughter, be forgiving, seeking good in people, smile a lot, giving positive vibe, seeing the world in whole new perspectives, connect with far away family and friends, finding true meaning of life and many more. I wish I can share the list but it is way too long.
Alhamdulillah for giving me the chance to study abroad.
I had my family who always behind my back. My few circles and flatmates willing to share few chats and coffee. I always appreciate companion of others, I don't ask money or materials, just sitting time together and talk and laugh.
I got to travel with many great people. We explored various places and made our way to destinations. Sometimes, I went by myself and met a lot of other travellers. I enjoyed meeting new people and having known different things from various places. This is what I treasured the most.
Alhamdulilah for the great companions.
And here is my graduation pictures. Thank you to everyone who has accompanied me along the tough way. And I have farewell video I made as a memoir of my 3 years abroad. Have a watch, thank you. :)
This is a goodbye to my great years in UK. I felt a bit lonely and sad. And now is the time for job-hunting. Wish me the best guys. :)
"Oo Allah, thank you for all the moments You had me living. Alhamdulillah. I'm very grateful for all You've bestowed upon and I pray to You for the best in my future endeavor. Please take care of the people I've met along this life and I am humbly request You to let me see them again."
Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Him, the Ruler of this world, and salawah upon Beloved Last Messenger, Prophet Muhammad PBUH.
Sometimes, in the midst of busy-ness, we forget the time to properly thank Him for His blessing in this life. We tend to focus on the worldly task, and put aside the deeds that make Him more pleases with us.
I have so many assignments. Submission almost every week, there is nowhere to breath. I got to cancel so many outdoor activities, be it squash or my passion travelling, to focus on my final year project and assignments.
Well, in all the time constraint, I do get a few times to rest, sleep and eating (eating has been the least priority at this moment). I need to say alhamdulillah more often instead of complaining why the school put so much burden on us or how my life has been ruined by engineering.
The more I pray to Him, the more He helped me, in His extraordinary unpredictable ways. May I haven't stray away from His path.
Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
All praise to Allah, the Supreme Ruler of the world, and Salawah upon The Last Prophet Muhammad PBUH.
I must say, confidence and tawakkal are two different concepts. Confidence is a state of where somebody is being certain that his action or words is the best or most effective. Tawakkal on the other hand, putting the confidence in God's decision, after pushing the effort to our best capabilities, believing that He will give the best result which suits us.
Honestly speaking, in the mist of exam period, most of the time I don't have the confidence in answering the brutally horrifying question, however, I've put my tawakkal and pray to Allah, and always believe in Him would be my first priority after every paper. I'm not really good in reading and memorizing hundreds of lecture slides, like my high school biology test, mostly it didn't go well, and this exam, I've got laws and ethics, sustainability and engineering's principle to be bombed into this piece of brain of mine.
But alhamdulillah, I'm doing my best and I know He will help me.
i need prayer and your encouragement. not pressure. thanks.
Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful,
Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds,
and Peace and Prayer upon the Final Prophet and Messenger, Muhammad PBUH.
('Abdullah Yusuf 'Ali)
In the midst of busy, distracted by assignments, pressure by projects,
We will be appreciate towards the things God gave us once or multiple times before,
The grace of leisure, free time.
We used to have all those times, but only few of us fully grasp the essence of times, Exploit the times to the fullest, utilized it for utmost advantage, do things we really need to do, Yet most people end up wasting it, just fooling around with it.
Certain people maybe need the times for several different purposes, Resting, relaxing and perhaps studying for final, probably watching korean drama, And if we asked ourselves, how much have we spare the leisure times for the sake of Allah? Ouch, ouch and ouch.
For the moment, I really need the times to study, Projects have taken quite the damage towards my leisure times, And now, alhamdulillah, studying for finals is a bit fruitful, Just a bit, it was nowhere near to the blossom of a big tree, But I'm getting there, hopefully still got time for finals in april, Insya-Allah, first class, Pray for me and you and everyone, pretty please. :)
The one who said is nearer to the one who hear. Good luck everyone sitting exams and exam-to-be, All is well, May Allah be with you. All the best to your medical exams. :D
thanks for your prayer in advance. jyeah!
The knowledge we earned up till now supposedly made us more humble to God and human being, despite whatever background you do possessed.
Assalamualaikum, in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
All praise to Him, the Supreme Ruler of the world. And Salawah upon Prophet Muhammad PBUH.
Alhamdulillah, it's been a month since I landed myself back in London. Still this heart lingering for the souls in Malaysia, and the atmosphere. I myself reluctant to go back here, however, the fight must go on.
Year 3, final year for my bachelor engineering course, a year where you will busy with hectic dissertation or final year project. The subjects are getting tougher and tougher and the assignments are like having a bullet in your head. Ah, nevermind, my head is bulletproof. Haha. I will survive somehow. Insya-Allah.
This year, I stayed with new friends of mine, whom my former malaysian classmates, in the same hall, Galbraith Hall. Do request for address if you need to send me gifts. :p
We cooked, chatted, and helped each others out and spent very good quality time together. I will appreciate and commemorate this year that Allah bestowed upon me despite the challenges that come.
An evening at Greenwich. :)
'may Allah grant these awesome people everlasting loves and happiness and I pray for the best and hidayah upon these great souls.'
Two of my friends are staying outside at the moment, and sometimes I wish to turn back the time to appreciate those who help me those years. Quarelling, laughing and covering each others back was a good memories. Ah, people come and go. I only can pray for the best to both of them.
Sometimes I feel at lost. Asking myself, what are the purposes I came back here after few months of summer holiday. When I'm at the edge of line, I pray to Allah, to make my heart firm, after those tests, backstabbing, treacherous, and fight, so that I won't let myself indulge in darkness.
A few days ago, somebody committed suicide by jumping from a building in Brunel University. The person, a biomedical student, was reported suffering unbearable stress and decided to jump off 7th floor of Bishop complex. How that reminded us, that keeping in line with The Creator is the best way to handle emotions. You can read the news here.
I would like to ask you guys to thank Allah for the lifes we've given for today. We might not be able to wake up tomorrow, so be grateful for those breath we inhaled.
Don't give up yet, you might encounter a new treasure ahead. :)
And remember to enjoy your life. So, that you won't regret it.
Assalamualaikum, dengan nama Allah, yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang,
Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan Sekalian Alam, dan junjungan buat Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
Cool dan Macho
Selalu tak tengok movie james bond?
Tertarik dgn lakonan 007 yang cool dan macho ketika di akhir mission, memegang pistol/senapang/ak-47/sewaktu dengannya,
ditambah lagi dengan pom pang pom pang letupan yang sangat2 lah memukau mata?
dengan hero die lak tak mati2 langsung, menipu osem sungguh!
Well, to be honest, I am a fan of james bond, sometimes there're urge and desire to become soooooo coooooll,
like agent 007 who can travel all around the world and chase out dangerous international criminals with lots of gadgets
that even engineering technology should pull out white flag due to incompetence for their supreme advancement. and also the hot chicks bond got to get a hold of. viper hot bebeh, yeah! :P
Tak lupa pula, ada ramai kawan2 saya yg meminati kpop.
kekadang tu, dorg jerit 'kyaaaaaa' kalo2 ade concert kpop kat Malaysia.
Ye saya sokong, artis2 lelaki korea banyak kiut2 dan hasem2 belaka.
Eh, saya tidak gay eh, saya straight. nauzubillahi min zalik, stay away from LGBT.
Terasa cool la bila tonton drama korea, tgk awek2 hot dan jejaka2 macho, fall in love.
Eheh, kekadang je saya tengok ok, lagipun tengah cuti sem ni. :P
Even matlutfi pon korg kate serupa dengan artis korea. haih. *termenung sejenak*
Masa Sekolah Dulu
Dulu kat sekolah, bila naik form 5, terasa da senior da, live up to others expectations la bak kate mat saleh,
yelah, duduk kelas depan2, pastu cikgu2 selalu dok mentioned dalam kelas, dalam perhimpunan, wah terasa hot lah plak.
Bukan tu je, siap ade adik2 usha2 lagi, "abang ni mesti cool kan, dah la semart, blaja pon letop2".
*ok, sila pergi tandas dan cuba dapatkan painkiller di farmasi2 berdekatan*
tapi bila naik pengajian tinggi, di mana pelajar2 spt saya dikelompokkan, rasa spt cahaya yg dahulu bergemerlapan, kini malap sedikit, ok tipu, cahaya tu hilang terus.
rasa dah tak cool dah macam kat sekolah dulu, nyesal gak blaja pandai2 minx scholar. eheh. demmmm... haha.
tersedak eden dengan statement2 di atas...
Bagaimana nak jadi cool di dunia?
Berimpian nak tingkatkan tahap kecoolan anda sehingga mencapai tahap petala langit ketujuh? Jangan malu jangan segan, disini jawapannya:
1. Ubah gaya berjalan anda yg spt ketam dan berjalanlah seperti robert pattinson, daniel radcliffe dan syed harith. Cough2.
2. Sila ubah penampilan anda especially gaya bercakap, nak2 cuba cakap spt mat london skit. Kalo nk belajar, sila rujuk abang2 bangla diluar sana, yang setiap minggu datang rumah korg dua kali, dengan trak besar, kutip sampah kat rumah korg tuh. kepuasan pelanggan tidak dijamin. ok?
3. Kalau korg ade muka yg agak2 iras spt aaron aziz, fahrin ahmad, nasha aziz, atau siti saleha sila berbangga kerana dah boleh apply jd pelakon/artis/atlet/model. dah tak payah belaja susah2 nak jadi engineer, doktor nak jd kaya, feymes pun insya-Allah ade. jangan buat maksiat sudah la.
4. yg lain lu pikiaq la sendiri...
Manusia memang tak pernah puas.
Have you ever compete yourself with others, where you believe should came up on top of the list, either in academic or popularity.
Sometimes your friends asked questions about fluid mechs, thermodynamics, mathematics,
and the awesome moment when you can answer every single question with confidence and without errors,
You felt satisfied, and proud, and deep inside, you feel conceited,
and sometimes they didn't ask you, the awkward moment you feel isolated and alienated, thinking, "they should ask me, I know better."
If you have these characteristics, you seriously have a problem man.
Pernah tak terasa kadang2 hati kita kosong, resah tanpa bimbingan?
Kadang2 rase jauh daripada rahmat Allah?
Kadang2 pun terasa rintihan hati ini seperti sepi, doa kepada Ilahi tidak berjawab?
Kadang2 kita terasa hebat, tapi pada masa yang sama seperti tidak dilayan oleh mana2 kaum dan spesis di dunia ini, mahupun di langit, dan juga Sang Pencipta,
That means something is wrong with you man, its inside, in your heart.
ok, sila tengok video ni. given by my precious friend. jzkk for your effort in sharing. although its a little long, please bear with it as the message arouse from it is priceless. :)
Bagaimana nak jadi macho di langit?
Sebenarnye tak perlulah ade perasaan bajet bagus, superior dan pandang rendah terhadap org lain dalam diri kita ini. Allah ciptakan kita semua satu darjat. Dan yang paling baik antara kita adalah mereka yang bertakwa. Osem kan? Kalo Allah pilih orang2 kacak je yg boleh masuk syurga, memang alamatnye lingkuplah orang2 macam saya. Kalo Allah pilih orang2 kaya je yg boleh masuk syurga, memang kasihanlah orang2 kat africa tu. Sebab tu Allah Maha Adil, sweet kan Allah? hehee.. :)
Kita yg lebih mengetahui diri kita, sama ada diri kita ini benar2 ikhlas di jalan Allah atau tidak. sebagai contoh, jika menolong org, dengan niat ingin membantu kerana Allah, kita tidak akan terasa terbeban pun. dan mungkin apabila apa yg kita usahakan itu tidak membuahkan hasil, kita tidak akan merasa bersalah/kecil hati/seumpanya kerana kita tahu, kita sudah berusaha, dan yg hanya akan memberikan hasilnya, adalah tidak lain dan tidak bukan hanyalah Allah.
Rasulullah SAW bersabda, “Tidak akan masuk syurga orang yang di dalam hatinya ada sebesar biji sawi dari sombong”. (HR. Thabarani dengan sanad Hasan, dalam Targhib wat Tarhib)
Segalanya bermula dari hati, andai penyakit hati ini dibiarkan, makin lama makin banyak tompok2 hitam yang bertambah, dan lama2 hati kita jadi gelap, bukan sahaja maksiat mudah dilakukan, even ibadah kita juga ade flaw sane sini. bersihkan hati, bersihkan jiwa. yok2 kita letak matlamat, sorga Allah itu menjadi destinasi.
"Ketahuilah, sesungguhnya di dalam tubuh badan ada segumpal daging,
apabila ia baik, maka baiklah seluruh badannya, dan sekiranya buruk,
maka buruklah keseluruhannya. ketahuilah ia adalah hati" (Hadith Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)
Mari kita tanam dalam diri kita, biarlah tidak dipandang orang, asalkan dipandang Allah yang Maha Esa, sebab kalo Allah pun tak pandang, nescaya seluruh makhluk tidak akan memandang kita. yedok? buah fikiran saya je. apa yang penting, mari baiki hubungan kita dengan Allah, kemudian baru dengan manusia. Hablu minallah wa hablu minannas.. :)
Daripada
menjadi cool di dunia, lebih baik kita jadi macho di langit, sampaikan
para malaikat boleh 'jatuh pengsan' apabila terdengar nama kita. hehehe.
eceh, bolehkah kita? Insya-Allah. nothing's impossible. :)
so, which one are you? cool di dunia ataupun macho di langit? atau
kedua2nya sekali? tepuk dada, tanya iman. pilihan di tangan anda... :)
"Nak jadi bidadari di syurga, kamu kena jadi invisible di dunia" ustaz zaharuddin. quoted.
true indeed.
even, there's time we need to cover back after we had done the mistakes...
yosh! before its too late...
p/s: post ni da berkurun dalam draft, sekarang main post je tak baca balik, sebab tu banyak sangat simpang siurnye, mesej nye tak banyak sangat, eheh...
The One Who Speaks To The Others Is Speaking To Oneself. Ouch!
